KPNN Turns 6yrs Old Soon...

Hi guys,

Someone wrote me an email yesterday and asked me why haven't I updated my website or wrote much about the tussles I am going thru anymore... she asked me if everything is smooth sailing and if "my dark clouds are all over"???

Well... how shall I put it.... ok... I juz wanna say that I've grown out of all the pain and torment... Problems??? well... there will always be... and yes, Charon is STILL giving me hell... just a few weeks before, she asked for more maintenance... and when I said I couldn't afford to (especially after my pay-cut), she kicked a big fuss... now she wanna restrict my access of Iggi to juz every other Sundays... but why had I kept mum and not voiced it on KPNN?

u see... over the years, I've grown... a lot wiser... a lot more tolerant... and most of all... a lot more happier... not because I'm so used to getting shot in the leg, but its just that, I've learnt to count my blessings more than my misfortunes... I've learnt to let go (the hatred, the pain, the anger, etc)... I've learnt not to worry myself sick over things that are beyond my control or comprehension... I figured that life, itself, is hard enough... makes no sense making it any worse...

I've seen lots over the past few years... though I may not be the most unfortunate guy on earth, my share of misfortunes, pain, etc. is enough for any man to contemplate suicide... but the cool thing is that I survived... with the help of friends and loved ones, of coz... THIS, in turn, had been most inspiring... never thought I could survive anything like that before...

So why am I not writing about it anymore??? Well... there's no need to anymore... its something that I can deal with it face to face now... I no longer need an outlet or source to contain my grievences or hatred or whatever... I dun need people to feel for me in order that I heal... and like the song, "I did it my way"... there are no strings that bind me anymore... no walls that encumbered me... I can and I will survive...

And the future of KPNN? well... it will still exist and u guys will get updates on how things are with me... fun stuffs to make u guys roll over... inspirational philosophies to give u guys a push when u stop... upcoming events... etc... in a nutshell, KPNN is still very much my life... just that my life had made a turn...

In about a month, KPNN will turn 6 yrs old... thanx for all your support and your readership had kept KPNN going...
(KPNN-Editor's Desk)