Monday, March 01, 2004

Updates from Phantom... March 2004...

Hi guys,

Its been a while since I last updated this site here... Well, a lot had happened over the past 2 months and it had been wearing me out quite a bit.. Things had juz not been going well for me since the turn of the year...

The merger at our company is off.. and being in a very tight cashflow, that was extreme bad news... looks like we've got to fight this slump by ourselves... last Saturday, we saw yet another round of retrenchment (the 3rd since last year).. another 4 staff had to pack and go.. its was so sad because these were good staff... staff that stayed, fought and gave the best years of their lives.. our boss gave a farewell lunch today and tears filled all our eyes when he choked back to ask for forgiveness from the 4 of them that are leaving.. but it was something that he couldn't help it.. It was really cruel...

My ex-wife had also been driving me nuts.. she plans to take Iggi to the UK and had been real mean about it.. I really give up with her... she's beyond redemption.. but if she thinks that she's gonna have an easy victory, dream on... if I can fight the cancerous polyps in my colon... if I can fight on to face my bankruptcy... there's nothing that I won't fight.. If she thinks that she can wear me out financially with her multiple lawsuits.. if she thinks that by "brain-washing" Iggi with all negative lies she tells about me... she's dead wrong... I'm no push-over...

Honestly, I feel so sad for her.. she had degraded herself to a state where her parents and her whole family disowned her (trust me, you can't imagine what she had done.. for them to do that... her whole family you know)... and she thinks that her knight in shinning armour in the UK waits with open arms for her but sadly (and the truth is), she's just another loose woman in his life.. he's probably bedding many other women while she's here in Singapore... To me, a prostitute has more dignity than her... at least a prostitute gets laid coz she only wanna make a living...

Perhaps she hates me for not granting her the divorce soon enough for her to keep the illegitimate unborn child she had with her adulterous lover (or lovers)... seriously, she was double timing so many men at that time that it would be hard determining who's the father of that bastard. If I were that bastard, I'd rather that I was not born.. So... come to think of it... I actually did that bastard a favour by not granting her the divorce soon enough...

Anyway, despite everything that she did to me, I sincerely wish her the best of luck (and she's gonna need lots of that).. and if she's reading this (yeah, she spys here as well... I juz found out)... I have one advice for her... "huey tou shi an" (turn back, that's the shore)... don't hold on to your hatred and sink with it.. it'd ruin you.. blood will always be thicker than water... your parents will always love you... no matter how bad you've treated them... their doors will always be open if only you turn back to them...
(KPNN-Gossips)

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